Being half in love with you from this distance feels more bittersweet than I expected. (Taken with instagram)

Being half in love with you from this distance feels more bittersweet than I expected. (Taken with instagram)

Philadelphia.

I love it here.

“For a time
I rest in the grace of the world, and am free.”

- Wendell Berry, from “The Peace of Wild Things” (via the-final-sentence)

tiredfoxes:

if you take hold of one side of the sky

i will grab the other

and we will pull, split it right down the middle

and watch burning stars and clouds and frozen raindrops fall

to the earth

we’ll watch angels and hummingbirds and planets like peppermint candies

spill from the tear

and you will…

4 a.m., thanksgiving.

and my arm is going numb from holding my phone up. but no worries. I just wanted to jot down: I’m so over it. I am so over you. And I’m not sorry, and I don’t care, and I am happy. I am fucking happy. Because I can do Julie all on my own. And I am so much bigger than this, I am not some twat in high school who falls in love with people who don’t love me back. I don’t do that anymore.
You are not who I though you were. You are not my anything. You are shitty and a liar and despite everything you say about caring, you don’t care about making me happy. So I don’t care anymore either.
I won’t waste my time trying to find someone like you. Because there is better. And even if I am alone, I am better off than if I was with you.

So. Yes. Good night yellow bird. I’m sorry I got you confused. More in the morning. Good night.

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